From "The Wind in the Wheat," by Reed Arvin
There is a great divide between good playing and great playing. The worst musicians are unaware that this distance exists, and they fumble their way
through magnificent literature, oblivious. Most players sense this divide, however,
and they know which side of it they are on. A few of these determine to struggle
their whole musical lives to reach the side of greatness by practicing and working harder and harder. They end up impressing their friends and colleagues with their machine-like mastery of difficult pieces. But they know that they are not great. They
know it because for a few moments, moments that they will remember and cling to for the rest of their lives, they have actually
crossed that divide. For a shining moment they understood, and they wept and
played and believed in their greatness. But they were cast out again, and no
amount of struggling would bring them back across.
No one crosses the divide
by struggling, and no one passes through it by practice. There is only one bridge
across. It is the bridge of abandonment, and it is built of helplessness, and
of courage. Great playing is given over to the music utterly and completely. It is abandoned and willing. It is calm
and it is shrieking. It is weeping and laughter, and more than anything else,
it is love.